Sunday, October 31, 2010

Friends or Foes??????

If someone had ask me  that what u feel about  your friends or who your friends are or whos the best one, I  would've answered it proudly and very confidently. But as of now and on todays date I wonder that my friends are or say who my friends were. Those who were used to be my strength yesterday, today they  are Bete-Noire  for me. Today I like being alone & lonely.
                       Actually the real adversity which i  m facng not only my friends it is also my own attitude,Which hampers me as the same as my friend's. My mood keeps on changing wid the time, which people finds strangs. When I really try to do something good to someone or When I have positive feeling for someone That person starts feeling their attitud and prejuidice about me.  Verticallywhite as usuall keeps me in dillema that what she wants or what her nxt step would be in the concernment of our relationship. What she did & how her behaviour changed  was really shocking. she was reacting like an egoistic and a normal friend. which i meet on regular basis.
                   I m devastated as she is looking like she never wants to talk again ever.

People are behaving very ugly and insulting .Now i m realising that nothing and no one is trustworthy. just trust yourself and do everything yourself.

           Now i m deciding some very new and drastic changes in my life which soon would visible to everyone, just wait watch whattt happens.

I m going to talk to VW once again & trying to break the ice between us,  but yes she definitely upset the apple cart when went her city...........

See whaat happenes next.....................

However, now I have a better understanding of  love, life, friends, and most importantly of the life with these.............
           But, yes still a million doller question stands straight is that are my friends really my friend or foes......
Can I  rely upon them ? Can I trust them (if yes so on what basis)?

There is only one happiness in life -- to love and to be loved.

  You come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly.

"Whoever says Friendship is easy has obviously never had a true friend!"

What are friends?
Friends are people that you think are your friends
But they're really your enemies, with secret indentities
and disguises, to hide they're true colors
So just when you think you're close enough to be brothers
they wanna come back and cut your throat when you ain't lookin